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things churning inside me. iceberg slicing through calm.
fear, anger, rage, disappointment, dismay, frustration, exhaustion, failure, hopelessness, worthlessness, envy, self-hatred, self-doubt.
to use ocean metaphor, the waves are getting too big and too ruthless. i can't seem to keep my eye on the horizon. the tide is changing.
and this time, it's about me.
not asking for your sympathy, but i do appreciate your ear.
- boot camp in the park.
- made big spinach salad.
- about to call a friend...
- then wash my hair.....
- then read in bed.