Rock Bottom

I've long been on a road to get better....healthier.... I hit rock bottom in the last 24 hours. I know this is an elusive post....can't go into detail here in this public forum, but don't want to ignore a turning point, either...I hit rock bottom and want to climb out. Maybe this really will be the time. Code words to help me remember....Tiffany-blue tin from England.....Hallmark Channel/romantic movie [how come everything always works out so well on the Hallmark Channel? the stories end up tied with a bow]......H. working in NYC, Fig out with friends......Saturday night at home with Sug.......jolted awake in the dark....get up, brush teeth, drink Dixie cup of water.....disgusted....scared. But life is new every day. Every single day. I don't have to live this way anymore, and I don't have to fight it alone. I don't want to be in this place again. I can pursue a healthier life.

Thank you for listening.