Once Again, There Are No Words

Well, wait a minute, maybe there are:

• fiery red anger
• monster-green frustration
• impatience
• disappointment
• fury
• incomprehension
• love
• hopelessness
• disbelief
• trust
• loss of trust
• "stranger" anxiety
• compassion
• suspicion
• control, or lack thereof 
• disillusionment
• regret
• wistfulness
• envy 
• resentment
• sadness
• dismay 
• goodness
• and in the middle of it all, self-confidence and calm 

And exactly how will it help me to be in touch with my feelings? More to be revealed on that, I hope via a message from the universe. One way I know is that I am not standing at the refrigerator right now.

Grrrrrrrr. Sigh. I like to think that things are better in your neck of the woods, that there's a cozy lamp burning in the your window, that the dishes are done and the laundry is folded and you are tucked safely in bed. Good night.

TCOY

1. Boot camp in the park. We did steps, runs, etc.
2. Walked Sug around block twice.
3. Bubble bath, good tooth care.
4. Short nap.
5. Opening, facing, sorting bills.
6. Cleaning my office, clearing the deck for new work efforts.
7. Small spinach salad with dinner. 
8. Candlelight in living room.
9. Important reading.