When you grab the pillowy, pretty, pale pink peppermint marshmallow and plunge it into dark chocolate melted in the microwave and dig a plastic spoon into the pumpkin cheesecake pie, it isn't emotional.
It is the avoidance of emotion. You won't feel the pain and sorrow and regret of eating those things till later. You have a buffer, or so you think.
If you hadn't succumbed, you would have had to face the emptiness, sorrow, disappointment, anger and dagger of mistrust. Sometimes, that is too much to bear.
- Boot camp in the park.
- Walked Puff around block once.
- Afternoon nap.
- Saw "Hitchcock" with H. Good!!!!
- Ordered caesar salad with shrimp @ restaurant.